Eliza and Her Monsters || Book Review

You may or may not know that I once ran a book blog. Working full time and attending college meant that I had very little time to dedicate to the blog so I let my hosting and domain name expire and never went back to it. Recently, I’ve been itching to get back into reviewing and discussing books. I want this blog to be a reflection of me and nothing says that better than books. So, today, I’m bringing you a review of Eliza and Her Monsters.

In the real world, Eliza Mirk is shy, weird, and friendless. Online, she’s LadyConstellation, the anonymous creator of the wildly popular webcomic Monstrous Sea. Eliza can’t imagine enjoying the real world as much as she loves the online one, and she has no desire to try.

Then Wallace Warland, Monstrous Sea’s biggest fanfiction writer, transfers to her school. Wallace thinks Eliza is just another fan, and as he draws her out of her shell, she begins to wonder if a life offline might be worthwhile.

But when Eliza’s secret is accidentally shared with the world, everything she’s built—her story, her relationship with Wallace, and even her sanity—begins to fall apart. 

AUTHOR: Francesca Zappia

RATING: ⭐⭐⭐⭐

REPRESENTATION: social anxiety, PTSD, and selective mutism

TRIGGER WARNINGS: suicidal ideation and mentions of death

REVIEW

As someone who has suffered from social anxiety her entire life, finding a book that features a main character who also has this disorder made both teenage and present me feel seen, and there’s something special about a book that gets you. Eliza and Her Monsters got me.

Eliza and Her Monsters follows the story of Eliza Mirk, also known as LadyConstellation, who much prefers the online world to the real one. An extremely talented artist, Eliza is the creator of a popular webcomic, Monstrous Sea, that has taken the internet by storm. Except no one knows that ordinary Eliza Mirk is the brains behind the comic. The anonymity allows introverted Eliza, who is suffering from anxiety, to be herself in a world where almost everyone knows the name LadyConstellation.

‘I’m so tired. I’m tired of anxiety that twists my stomach so hard I can’t move the rest of my body. Tired of constant vigilance. Tired of wanting to do something about myself, but always taking the easy way out.’

I remember spending my formative years reading, immersing myself into different worlds as a means to escape the constant anxiety. I never saw myself, not once, in a character the way I saw myself represented in Eliza. Characters with a mental illness were not as widely published back then. Now more people are speaking up about mental illness, the more books I’m discovering that feature characters with a mental illness.

What helped me cope with my mental illness in the early days was the internet. I spent every waking hour that I could online. The internet became my life. It was the only place I felt like I belonged. I found like-minded individuals and really began to find myself. While it’s not always healthy to spend all day, every day alone in your bedroom with only the internet for company, there is a solace to be found there. I love that this was explored in Eliza and Her Monsters. The book highlighted the importance the internet – and internet friends – can have on a person.

Eliza is not the only character suffering from anxiety. Enter Wallace Warland, the new kid at school, who has PTSD and selective mutism. What I loved about Wallace is that he’s a character that defies stereotypes. He is not the type of character we typically see affected by mental illness in fiction. It was also nice to see a character with a different form of anxiety that isn’t as widely written about. We need more diverse representation. People deserve to see themselves represented in a character. Wallace is soft and Eliza hard. I absolutely loved the dynamics we see from these two characters.

‘Creating art is a lonely task, which is why we introverts revel in it, but when we have fans looming over us, it becomes loneliness of a different sort. We become cage animals watched by zoo-goers, expected to perform lest the crowd grow bored or angry. It’s not always bad. Sometimes we do well, and the cage feels more like a pedestal.’

This book explored many relationships, including the one between a content creator and an online fandom. Eliza and Her Monsters was the first book that I’ve read which highlights this kind of relationship. This will resonate with almost everyone who has a social media presence. I feel we’ve all felt that desire to continue creating content at the expense of ourselves, because we have this expectation that the people who follow us demand this content right now. How many times have you said to yourself that you need to publish that post or picture or video? How many times have you worked into the middle of the night just to get what you were working on just right, even if it means neglecting yourself in the process? I know I’m guilty of this. Eliza and Her Monsters explores creating content can negatively impact your life and what can happen when you allow yourself a break and rediscover the passion you had for content creating in the first place.

What dropped the rating of this book for me was the Mirk family dynamic. While Eliza is a teenager going through puberty, complete with mood swings and irrationality, she treats her parents with a lot of hostility. Eliza’s parents are horribly out of touch and don’t understand their daughter’s passion for Monstrous Sea, but they aren’t bad people. They’re simply victims of stereotypical characterisation. I didn’t think they were written well. They saw Eliza but didn’t see her. That being said, I don’t think this can justify Eliza’s behaviour towards them and I didn’t feel this was adequately handled in the plot.

‘You found me in a constellation.’

Included in Eliza and Her Monsters is a minor romance plot. As someone who isn’t particularly fond of romance, particularly in YA as it tends to be packed full with cliches, I didn’t mind it. I quite enjoyed the dynamic Eliza and Wallace find themselves in. They bring out the best in each other. The book explores what can happen when you allow yourself to be vulnerable, to take that risk and become close to someone, but end up extremely far down the rabbit hole that Eliza finds herself stuck in.

Overall, Eliza and Her Monsters has some solid mental health representation. It’s a book I think anyone who is – or was – a child of the internet will find relatable.

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11 Comments

  1. This sounds like a great read. There are so many bad representations of mental health in the media, so it’s refreshing to find something that does a great job. I can’t wait to check it out.

    1. Tell me about it – some of the MH rep I’ve come across has made me want to throw my book through a window! While the overall plot was somewhat cliche, the rep in this book is one of the best and most relatable that I’ve come across. Hope you enjoy it if you pick it up!

  2. I hadn’t heard of this book before, but it really does sound like a story that I’d like to read. Putting it on my TBR list – thanks for the recommendation!

    1. Ooh, I’m really glad it’s one you’d like to read! I hope you end up loving it like I did when you get around to reading it. Thank you!

  3. You have written a detailed review. I haven’t heard of this book before, sounds interesting! X

    1. Thank you – I was worried it was too long, haha, but I’m glad you found it detailed!

      1. It’s good when it is detailed and not vague xx

  4. This sounds like such an relatable and relevant story. I love that there are now so many books out there that cover mental health issues. I don’t remember reading many when I was growing up, so anything that puts this subject in the spotlight is most definitely a positive! I imagine so many of us can relate to Eliza and this book sounds like it would be so reassuring and comforting to anyone in a similar situation. Thanks for sharing your thoughts Kelly – as always your reviews are so well written and interesting! <3 xx

    Bexa | http://www.hellobexa.com

    1. It’s a shame there were hardly any books like this when we were growing up but, as you said, it’s great that kids and teenagers are growing up now to see themselves in these kinds of books and characters. It’s definitely a book I think can still be relatable now even to those of us who are all grown up and out of high school. Thank you!

  5. I love that we’re starting to get more (and better) mental health representation in YA so that more young people get to see themselves in stories – definitely going to have to add this one to my TBR!
    – Hannah / https://hannnahsbookshelf.wordpress.com/

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